she wanted to seek help but didn't know who to ask or how to ask them. she turned to someone an ocean away in hopes that then her troubles would be far from her heart.
instead she ached for the piece of her that she had broken off and given away.
she tried not to think of the words she had sent but instead they plagued every waking moment. but then they were so kind to her. they were so so kind to her and she wondered how she could accept so much when she was so little.
and then they left.
she was stupid to think that they would stay forever. she knew better now. it wouldn't happen next time.
and she loved them still. a part of her would always love them.
she just hated that she had given away so much of herself. hated that she had been so foolish to believe that she could finally have a safe place. a safe person. hated herself for falling in so deep.
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